INFINITE NEED FOR MOTHERS, DAUGHTERS, SISTERS, AND WIVES

Greetings AWI Family,

Yesterday, I spoke with my mother. She was talking about "when she dies . . . . . at my funeral . . . . " I said to myself, I am absorbing this because I am projecting it, and I asked myself, "Why am I projecting this? What is my lesson?" The day before, I told a Divine Priest and Healer that I was afraid, that something was holding me back from knowing myself and doing my purpose/mission in life. . . . How was this connected?

So I answered my mother saying that her body was only physical form, that "she" however was, is, and will always be an invisible "substance" that is infinitely manifesting/creating form after form after form. I used the example of a mango tree to show her that the mango that falls to the ground (funeral) does so only to release its seed and grow into another involution producing another mango tree and another mango (form) and that this process is infinite. So I showed her that at her so called "funeral", she won't be "dead" as in no longer with me - her substance is infinite. She is only changing forms! Since I know this - that she was, is and always will be "with me", I won't "miss" her and there is no need for me to be "sad" at her "funeral".

So this morning during "Affirmations", I said to myself, "I am infinite" and I saw the Tree of Life and that my Duality image of Self as an "Individual" in this body is just form - it passes just as the mango disintegrates. It is the seed in the mango that when planted, manifests the infinite involution of the substance of the mango tree. I am the substance of the Creator manifested through involutions of Ancestors . . . . That substance in me produces seed which must be planted (male and female = ONE). With knowledge of self, this seed, and a wife, I infinitely involve! This is my purpose, PLANT MY SEED (male and female = ONE) TO INFINITELY INVOLVE. THIS IS WHY I NEED A WIFE(S) TO REPRODUCE AND RAISE CHILDREN. THE AUSAR ANCESTORS (SELF) WILL GUIDE ME WHEN I AM OPEN AND SUBMIT!

I KNOW MY WIFE(S) IS PREPARING AT THIS VERY MOMENT AND WE WILL COME TOGETHER IN SEASON.

And I also see now that mothers, daughters, sisters, wives - women - are not burdens, enemies, and objects. My daughter is Self and she will grow into a woman and become a wife so that Self can reproduce and infintely involve. So this is why I love, feed, nurture and protect my daughter! She is Self. She is what I need for Divine Creation!