WHAT IS YOUR ARCHETYPE OF SELF?

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THE PURPOSE OF ORIENTATION IS TO CHANGE MY ARCHETYPE OF SELF FROM DUALITY TO ONENESS.

INTROSPECTION ON WHAT IS ORIENTATION

ORIENTATION IS MOVING FROM "SEED CONSCIOUSNESS" TO "TREE CONSCIOUSNESS" WHILE ACCEPTING THAT YOU ARE A SEED GROWING INTO A TREE.

ORIENTATION IS MOVING FROM "CHILDHOOD CONSCIOUSNESS" TO "VILLAGE CONSCIOUSNESS" WHILE ACCEPTING THAT YOU ARE A CHILD GROWING INTO A VILLAGE.

ORIENTATION IS MOVING FROM "SAHU CONSCIOUSNESS/SPIRITUAL CHILDHOOD" THAT OPERATES IN THE LOVE, LEGAL, AND FORCE PLATFORMS TO "AUSAR CONSCIOUSNESS" THAT, AS THE CREATOR, INSPERIENCES/EXPERIENCES INFINITE ONENESS AND OPERATES IN THE ABSOLUTE PLATFORM, WHILE ACCEPTING THAT YOU ARE IN SAHU/SPIRITUAL CHILDHOOD GROWING INTO AUSAR CONSCIOUSNESS/SPIRITUAL ONENESS.

How can I expect Support when I've yet to master the Resistance?

Reflections:

I'm at a state of consciousness that I learning how to intuit instead of think. Sounds like .....(he's off his rocka...right), but in absoluteness I'm leaving the thinking realm and going into the intuit realm..................WOW! It started when I broadcasted to the Universe on how to organize my life in an efficient manner without using the mastered system of procedural thinking. Procedural thinking is what programming languages are derived from. For example, when constructing a software application using a procedural language such as C, Cobol, or Paschal you have three substantial ways to write your program logic and the ways are: 1.) sequence (line by line code), iteration (code read from within a loop ( count from 1 to 100 ) ), and conditional (logical parameters: if ( Friday ) then ( Jumu'ah ) ). So when I reached the limits of procedural thinking I began to broadcast to the Universe for the next infinite lesson, and the Universe gave me the first step towards my request. The lesson on this blog-message is that we must be intune to what we broadcast to the Universe, because the Universe is infinitely involving while never sleeping, so our requests are being answered infinitely. So now the question is....does the universe answer thoughts or intuits? Leave your comments if you would like to know more. No need to expound if no reflections are interested.

I LOVE MYSELF.

The Orientation of Attachment and Detachment

Last night before and after I absorbed and projected with self, I noticed I did not want to be around self. I was feeling irritated by self and wanted to leave the house to go for a walk. I looked at the word that came to my mind which was detachment. My work at orientating the attachment I have brought a mechanism to the surface that I used as my idea of being a non-attachment. When I did the definition to infinitions transition I could see I was in duality.

attachment- substance: holding, bonding, connecting, joining, altering
form: things, people, ideas

detachment- substance: uninvolving, defending, protecting
form: body, fort, emotions, person

I ask myself, can I: hold myself, bond to myself, connect to myself, join myself, alter myself, not be involved with myself, defend myself, protect myself? The answer to all of these are no. When orientated, I know that I am what I see. There is nothing outside of self, even the word (outside), doesn’t exist in the one-ness, because the one-ness is infinite. The thought of having to protect, defend, not be involved, hold, bond, connect, join, alter means that I don’t know that I am the creating what I am absorbing and projecting. Thinking I can do these things means I don’t understand, that I caused a motion to take place in the universe, which raised my vibration to project energy, and the product I absorb, is what I need to submit to my absolute purpose. So, me thinking I can have an attachment or become detached will keep my thoughts and actions limited for fear of jeopardizing that which I am attached to or detached from. This thinking is in duality. So, I must create a word that will replace them that is a one-ness word.

non-attachment- substance: knowing, applying, innerstanding, being
form: self

The key to non-attachment is orientation. Knowing I am what I see will allow me move with purpose, as I see my reflections as what I need to grow. Because when a being has absolute innerstanding of reality, the one-ness, attachment ceases to exist. Non-attachment is the state of being that involves innerstanding of knowing at the absolute. It is knowing, in application, not in theory, that will allow for pure non-attachment.

I am excited about where I am. With the work I have been projecting on attachment I am able to absorb my product of detachment. I have identified the mechanism, and now it is a matter of applying the orientation of the concept I have just identified I was holding on to. So again, my focus remains on orientation, and I am looking forward to the absorbtion of my projection I just created. I submit to the lessons. I love myself!

ORIENTATING: WORK DEPRESSION TO GROWING

LEARNING: being one with nature, observing nature and how nature manages her infinite systems.

"Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every WORD that proceed

out of the mouth of the Creator."

ORIENTATING THIS MORNING:


1. Where am I in consciousness? Woke up this morning feeling "depressed"; had a lot of "work" to do that I wasn't looking forward to doing. This is NFCD.


2. Identify/ recognize Duality/Finite concepts and language: work and depressed

3. Qualify words that led you into duality
a) write down (de)-finitions of the words you are using to find (de)notative value
b) write down substance (action verbs ending in "ing") and form (nouns/or things doing or receiving the actions) - anything with multiple forms is DIVISION


External example:

car: vehicle that uses wheels, engine and other systems, and fuel to move from one place to another
s: moving, travelling, carrying, transporting, storing, protecting, sheltering
f: frame, wheels, engine, seats, steering wheel, trunk, transmission, muffler, brakes
process: what are the systems of the substances; how does car move? ignition system, fuel system, transmission system, etc.; how does the car protect? frame, brakes, doors, windows, air bag, locks, etc.

Internal example:

work: activities that must be done; things that must be done in order to be productive, make a living; physical or mental effort exerted to do or make something; purposeful activity; labor; toil; something one is doing, making or acting upon
s: acting, doing, exerting, laboring, toiling
f: self, nature, machines


depressed: feeling lousy, lowered in position, intensity, amount, or degree; pressed down; gloomy, dejected, sad; characterized by widespread unemployment, poverty, lack of opportunity,
s: feeling, lowering, dejecting, saddening, decreasing
f:self, society

4. Write down substance and form of de-notative value of de-finition to see what is the finite substance of the words you are using that is keeping you trapped in Duality/NFCD

I am holding on to the substance of laboring and toiling when it comes to work.

labor: Latin: harship, pain; physical or mental exertion; work, toil; to move slowly and with difficulty; to be afflicted or burdened with a liability or limitation; too spend too much time and effort on;
s: exerting, afflicting, burdening, limiting, slowing

toil: advance or move with painful effort or difficulty; hard, exhausting work or effort; tiring labor
s: exhausting, tiring

sad: low spirits, sorrow; unhappy
s: depressing, diappointing, lowering, decreasing

5. Translate to INFINITION based on Absolute Laws and Principles of UNIVERSE=NATURE=ENERGY=SELF=Male/Female Now one is ready for LEARNING.

definition to infinition transition: Yes. I can take action, do something energetically (exert) . . . . Consider the wind. Sometimes it is breezy, soft, slight. Sometimes it is vigorous, gusty, etc. . . . When it is the season for storm, tornado, hurricane, etc, the wind doesn't avoid . . . . it does its purpose. It blows according to its current "consciousness" and its need. Consider a seed. It doesn't avoid breaking the shell, putting out the tap root, popping thorugh the soil, growing stem, leaves, branches, etc becaue it is "a lot of work". It continuously 'works' or grows according to what it needs. It doesn't "work" on making fruit when it is just a tap root. It works on what it needs based on where its current stage of invelopment or "consciousness". It does not become "depressed" or "unhappy" because it is going to take a lot of work before it can "make fruit". It submits to where it is and simply "works" or "grows".

Where am I with working: I am doing things (working) consciously and unconsciously, either building up or breaking down; My "will" to work/build up is not strong enough: I am not taking initiative (taking action) to do things which I know need to be done when I don't know how to do them, and avoiding work that I do know how to do, expecting or waiting for someone else (who knows better) to do them. I am not broadcasting ("word") that I need to know how to do things or what I need to do things. The result is that there is no structure or form i.e no work gets done. I also give myself credit, looking down the road at "form" of what I want, then seeing how much "work" it takes to get there, seeing what I don't "have", then feeling overwhelmed or depressed - i.e. I lowered myself by comparing what/where I projected myself to be with where I am. Now, instead of seeing myself as where I need to be and growing, I see myself as "less than" - hence I feel "saddened" and "depressed".

Steps: Need to strengthen my will to work/build up. How do I do that? Change from "work - laboring and toiling" to "grow"! See that what needs to be done around me is not "labor and toil" but rather "growth" - what I need. What is around me is me, what needs to be done "around me" is what needs to be done "to me"; what I need. There is plenty of opportunity around me to grow! Stop giving myself credit and projecting myself into where I am not, so as to stop comparing myself to where I am not and "lessening/depressing" myself where I am. Accept that where I am is where I need to be in order to grow and use the opportunities that are around me. This is SUBMITTING. See that what is around me is "me". Know that by accepting responsibility for what I see and "working" on it, I am building up/growing. In this way, instead of lowering/catabolizing myself into depression, I build/anabolize myself into infinite growth.

Out of Oneness comes a Negro

The substance of a negro is deep rooted and easy to get caught up in. I myself have inspirienced the negro to much in one day. I started out talking with myself and getting upset because I wasn't saying what I wanted to "hear." I wasn't listening, I was blinded by attachment, my defense mechanism had me by the throat and I was drowning in duality. When I broadcasted to myself, I was able to orientate, and see the deeply rooted duality in me that was endoctrinated though the concepts of Christianity, Capitolism, wholeness, and mathematics.

But as if that wasn't enough to orientate to get into learning and introspect on, I found myself displaying another negro substances, that resulted in embarrassment and shame. As I was looking for a way to not be responsible for my actions, a major process of a negro, I popped into orientation during this display of substance, I saw how I was projecting negrodom.

I had to laugh. I was trying to hide, lie and decieve myself. I called into fruition the lesson of knowing the substance of a negro substantially not in form. We low and behold the substance of a negro has been right above my nose, in my head, all the while. I kept expecting to see it in my reflections not myself. Duality? Yes. How is that, when there is nothing other than myself. I am the infinite.

So, I have been on a negro rollercoster ride observing the following substances of a negro: the dialog in my head, go back and forth on how I'm being treated wrong, reasoning why I shouldn't be doing what I should be doing/and why I should be doing what I shouldn't be doing, expecting accolades for the work I've been doing with no open mindedness to be pushed higher, expecting to get away with things unsee and unheard, thinking I won't be found out, fronting like everything is fine, when in all actuallity I am catabolizing, and afraid to ask for help, for fear of shattering my image, looking for someone to tell me what to do, as not to take responsiblity if something goes wrong, worring about what my reflections are doing because I am attached and don't want to exposed how attached I really am.

I must stay aware that I am projecting my lessons, absorb them orientate, get into learning, and go through introspection in the one-ness. This will make me less fearful of the products I create. So, my focus will continue to be on, orientation. In order to come out of the negro trans/mindset I do know that I must stay in the one-ness. That way, I will be able to learn and grown without the affects of duality haunting me when I receive my product.

Aboriginal: One who submits and vibrates to Absolute Laws and Absolute Principles

Reflections! I submit...... I submit to being the infinite reflection I AM. I submit to the acceptance of honoring the infinite mission of uniting the aboriginals through-out the planet..... I said it...Yes I did.... I know it..... so Now with the acceptance.... I must broadcast what I need. I need those reflections who know that they have the same calling, but are fustrated with working with creations or reflections who are only interested in personal simple-minded goals, but are eager to work on solutions that will increase the vibration for our born children and yet unborn children. I need help..... I broadcast to you my reflections because when I broadcast I'm exercising universal inergies that span infinitely into internal consciousness which in-turns sparks inergies that causes motions to take place in the universe liberating the exact intuitive product that was needed. I'm so excited about understanding my lesson of knowing what the difference is between thinking and intuiting. Now today with my Universal submission, I give honor to SELF=Ancestors for activating me and encouraging me on my mission of bringing forth the anabolitic pathway. Reflections ONE-NESS, INFINITE.ABORIGINAL, AND OTHERS......I LOVE MYSELF

INTROSPECTION ON NEGRO ATTACHMENT

Sawubona! Greetings AWI Family,

I am thankful for my AWI Family as I experience my vibration rising, the magnitude of reflected light increasing. I am thankful as I observe absolute laws and principles in effect, recognizing, acknowledging, receiving and accepting my absolute orientation in the universe and the experiences I manifest from insperience. I am thankful as I grow in knowledge of self.

Today, I called into fruition a lesson with Negro attachment after Introspecting on "Attachments" this morning.

A reflection of myself called today. I observed that my reflection wasn't broadcasting that my reflection needed help, and instead came with some bullshit. This is a NEGRO. Because I am still in a love attachment with this Negro, I used a mechanism I call "reasoning" that was based on an image/concept of being "patient, tolerant, and saving." However, Negroes are not "reasonable". They are ruled by emotions, desires and passions in their lower psyche. Thus, by reasoning to my Negro reflection, I was giving my Negro reflection "credit".

The universe doesn't give credit, it is point and exact. I was not point and exact because I was attached to the image/concept of myself as being "patient, tolerant and saving." So I did not submit to my absolute purpose to be point and exact and instead, dropped down to the love platform. In that platform, my experience was viewed in duality and my "safety/risk" and "good/bad" concepts kicked in. "Patient, tolerant, and saving" is SAFE and GOOD. "Point and exact" is "rude", "threatening", and "offending" which are the substances of RISK and BAD. So I was patient, tolerant and saving with an unreasonable Negro and this caused me frsutration. In this way, I created non-functional conceptial disorder (NFCD).

What I needed to do was treat a Negro point and exact as a Negro. No "reasoning". Speak to them in a language they understand. "Negro, don't call me with your bullshit and talking to me as if I am some Negro. (Click)". That is point and exact. Either the Negro wont call back, the Negro will call back from the force platform (in which case I just hang up) and refuse to answer any more calls, or the Negro, needing help, will call back and submit and state what it is that the Negro needs (broadcasting).

As I Intropsect on my expereince, I ask myself, when and how did I accept the image/concept of "patient, tolerant and saving". I know that it comes from observation in childhood and was implanted through CAPITALISM (safety/risk) and CHURCH/CHRISTIANITY (good/evil). However, I need to know: when and how was this first planted in my childhood?

The Duality in Oneness

Today, my objective has been submittively focused on the tool of orientation and I see it. I have been looking at the one-ness, not only in form, but in duality. I was working on my quitting mechanism and orientating if there was quitting within my reflection, nature. I inrived that, the concept doesn't exist. For example, no matter how long it takes a lioness to catch her prey, she has not other option but to hunt until she is able to have substantial food for the pride. The mechanism of quitting is a duality concept, because it drives the thought of there being another option once I quit the objective I am working on.

As I drew the image of self, drew an infinity sign withing the self lif-o-gram.

I saw the one-ness from the male experience up to the male inspirience to the female experience to the female inspirience forward to the male experience over and over.
As I focused on the archetype, I inrived how I have been looking at the one-ness in duality. I saw the one-ness and duality as separate. But in actuality, they are one. When I viewed duality, I saw it being taken out of self, and the one-ness being put in it's place. Then I said, self is energy, and there is but one energy. So how could duality be taken out of the one energy, where would it go and where would the one-ness come from, there is only one. It can not be, only orientation of the concepts. Once I inrived that, I also saw how I was looking at anabolic/catabolic and absorption/projection from a dualistic mind set. I was saying that, if I don't grow anabolicly I will grow catabolicly. This again give the option of either or. There is no option in the universe, it is one. So, anabolic growth is. Catabolic growth is. They are one infinitely. The same goes for absorption/projection.

While orientated in the one-ness absolutely, I was able to identify the image I have been fighting to hold, instead of submitting and broadcasting to my absolute intentions. I have been competing with self as not to look vulnerable and weak because I am attached. I did not see the one-ness and thought I was hiding my insecurities when all the while I was trying to prove I was not where I actually am. Sounds crazy? Well, when in a dualistic reality I really thought I could project credit and be able to substantiate, in form, what I was projecting without the tools it took to hold it. Just like a negro to want the acknowledgements (external validation) and not do any work.

I am staying focused on orientation so I can submittively inrive the substance I need to get out of my negro dualistic concept. I am conscious as not to project credit. But, because I use this mechanism so seamlessly, I still don't have the substance of using it when speaking with reflection of self. I need help seeing/catching the mechanism is action. Now that I am broadcasting to my absolute intentions, am excited what I create as a product.