"Man shall not live by bread alone, but by every WORD that proceed
out of the mouth of the Creator."
ORIENTATING THIS MORNING:
1. Where am I in consciousness? Woke up this morning feeling "depressed"; had a lot of "work" to do that I wasn't looking forward to doing. This is NFCD.
2. Identify/ recognize Duality/Finite concepts and language: work and depressed
3. Qualify words that led you into duality
a) write down (de)-finitions of the words you are using to find (de)notative value
b) write down substance (action verbs ending in "ing") and form (nouns/or things doing or receiving the actions) - anything with multiple forms is DIVISION
External example:
car: vehicle that uses wheels, engine and other systems, and fuel to move from one place to another
s: moving, travelling, carrying, transporting, storing, protecting, sheltering
f: frame, wheels, engine, seats, steering wheel, trunk, transmission, muffler, brakes
process: what are the systems of the substances; how does car move? ignition system, fuel system, transmission system, etc.; how does the car protect? frame, brakes, doors, windows, air bag, locks, etc.
Internal example:
work: activities that must be done; things that must be done in order to be productive, make a living; physical or mental effort exerted to do or make something; purposeful activity; labor; toil; something one is doing, making or acting upon
s: acting, doing, exerting, laboring, toiling
f: self, nature, machines
depressed: feeling lousy, lowered in position, intensity, amount, or degree; pressed down; gloomy, dejected, sad; characterized by widespread unemployment, poverty, lack of opportunity,
s: feeling, lowering, dejecting, saddening, decreasing
f:self, society
4. Write down substance and form of de-notative value of de-finition to see what is the finite substance of the words you are using that is keeping you trapped in Duality/NFCD
I am holding on to the substance of laboring and toiling when it comes to work.
labor: Latin: harship, pain; physical or mental exertion; work, toil; to move slowly and with difficulty; to be afflicted or burdened with a liability or limitation; too spend too much time and effort on;
s: exerting, afflicting, burdening, limiting, slowing
toil: advance or move with painful effort or difficulty; hard, exhausting work or effort; tiring labor
s: exhausting, tiring
sad: low spirits, sorrow; unhappy
s: depressing, diappointing, lowering, decreasing
5. Translate to INFINITION based on Absolute Laws and Principles of UNIVERSE=NATURE=ENERGY=SELF=Male/Female Now one is ready for LEARNING.
definition to infinition transition: Yes. I can take action, do something energetically (exert) . . . . Consider the wind. Sometimes it is breezy, soft, slight. Sometimes it is vigorous, gusty, etc. . . . When it is the season for storm, tornado, hurricane, etc, the wind doesn't avoid . . . . it does its purpose. It blows according to its current "consciousness" and its need. Consider a seed. It doesn't avoid breaking the shell, putting out the tap root, popping thorugh the soil, growing stem, leaves, branches, etc becaue it is "a lot of work". It continuously 'works' or grows according to what it needs. It doesn't "work" on making fruit when it is just a tap root. It works on what it needs based on where its current stage of invelopment or "consciousness". It does not become "depressed" or "unhappy" because it is going to take a lot of work before it can "make fruit". It submits to where it is and simply "works" or "grows".
Where am I with working: I am doing things (working) consciously and unconsciously, either building up or breaking down; My "will" to work/build up is not strong enough: I am not taking initiative (taking action) to do things which I know need to be done when I don't know how to do them, and avoiding work that I do know how to do, expecting or waiting for someone else (who knows better) to do them. I am not broadcasting ("word") that I need to know how to do things or what I need to do things. The result is that there is no structure or form i.e no work gets done. I also give myself credit, looking down the road at "form" of what I want, then seeing how much "work" it takes to get there, seeing what I don't "have", then feeling overwhelmed or depressed - i.e. I lowered myself by comparing what/where I projected myself to be with where I am. Now, instead of seeing myself as where I need to be and growing, I see myself as "less than" - hence I feel "saddened" and "depressed".
Steps: Need to strengthen my will to work/build up. How do I do that? Change from "work - laboring and toiling" to "grow"! See that what needs to be done around me is not "labor and toil" but rather "growth" - what I need. What is around me is me, what needs to be done "around me" is what needs to be done "to me"; what I need. There is plenty of opportunity around me to grow! Stop giving myself credit and projecting myself into where I am not, so as to stop comparing myself to where I am not and "lessening/depressing" myself where I am. Accept that where I am is where I need to be in order to grow and use the opportunities that are around me. This is SUBMITTING. See that what is around me is "me". Know that by accepting responsibility for what I see and "working" on it, I am building up/growing. In this way, instead of lowering/catabolizing myself into depression, I build/anabolize myself into infinite growth.
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