The Duality in Oneness

Today, my objective has been submittively focused on the tool of orientation and I see it. I have been looking at the one-ness, not only in form, but in duality. I was working on my quitting mechanism and orientating if there was quitting within my reflection, nature. I inrived that, the concept doesn't exist. For example, no matter how long it takes a lioness to catch her prey, she has not other option but to hunt until she is able to have substantial food for the pride. The mechanism of quitting is a duality concept, because it drives the thought of there being another option once I quit the objective I am working on.

As I drew the image of self, drew an infinity sign withing the self lif-o-gram.

I saw the one-ness from the male experience up to the male inspirience to the female experience to the female inspirience forward to the male experience over and over.
As I focused on the archetype, I inrived how I have been looking at the one-ness in duality. I saw the one-ness and duality as separate. But in actuality, they are one. When I viewed duality, I saw it being taken out of self, and the one-ness being put in it's place. Then I said, self is energy, and there is but one energy. So how could duality be taken out of the one energy, where would it go and where would the one-ness come from, there is only one. It can not be, only orientation of the concepts. Once I inrived that, I also saw how I was looking at anabolic/catabolic and absorption/projection from a dualistic mind set. I was saying that, if I don't grow anabolicly I will grow catabolicly. This again give the option of either or. There is no option in the universe, it is one. So, anabolic growth is. Catabolic growth is. They are one infinitely. The same goes for absorption/projection.

While orientated in the one-ness absolutely, I was able to identify the image I have been fighting to hold, instead of submitting and broadcasting to my absolute intentions. I have been competing with self as not to look vulnerable and weak because I am attached. I did not see the one-ness and thought I was hiding my insecurities when all the while I was trying to prove I was not where I actually am. Sounds crazy? Well, when in a dualistic reality I really thought I could project credit and be able to substantiate, in form, what I was projecting without the tools it took to hold it. Just like a negro to want the acknowledgements (external validation) and not do any work.

I am staying focused on orientation so I can submittively inrive the substance I need to get out of my negro dualistic concept. I am conscious as not to project credit. But, because I use this mechanism so seamlessly, I still don't have the substance of using it when speaking with reflection of self. I need help seeing/catching the mechanism is action. Now that I am broadcasting to my absolute intentions, am excited what I create as a product.