Last night before and after I absorbed and projected with self, I noticed I did not want to be around self. I was feeling irritated by self and wanted to leave the house to go for a walk. I looked at the word that came to my mind which was detachment. My work at orientating the attachment I have brought a mechanism to the surface that I used as my idea of being a non-attachment. When I did the definition to infinitions transition I could see I was in duality.
attachment- substance: holding, bonding, connecting, joining, altering
form: things, people, ideas
detachment- substance: uninvolving, defending, protecting
form: body, fort, emotions, person
I ask myself, can I: hold myself, bond to myself, connect to myself, join myself, alter myself, not be involved with myself, defend myself, protect myself? The answer to all of these are no. When orientated, I know that I am what I see. There is nothing outside of self, even the word (outside), doesn’t exist in the one-ness, because the one-ness is infinite. The thought of having to protect, defend, not be involved, hold, bond, connect, join, alter means that I don’t know that I am the creating what I am absorbing and projecting. Thinking I can do these things means I don’t understand, that I caused a motion to take place in the universe, which raised my vibration to project energy, and the product I absorb, is what I need to submit to my absolute purpose. So, me thinking I can have an attachment or become detached will keep my thoughts and actions limited for fear of jeopardizing that which I am attached to or detached from. This thinking is in duality. So, I must create a word that will replace them that is a one-ness word.
non-attachment- substance: knowing, applying, innerstanding, being
form: self
The key to non-attachment is orientation. Knowing I am what I see will allow me move with purpose, as I see my reflections as what I need to grow. Because when a being has absolute innerstanding of reality, the one-ness, attachment ceases to exist. Non-attachment is the state of being that involves innerstanding of knowing at the absolute. It is knowing, in application, not in theory, that will allow for pure non-attachment.
I am excited about where I am. With the work I have been projecting on attachment I am able to absorb my product of detachment. I have identified the mechanism, and now it is a matter of applying the orientation of the concept I have just identified I was holding on to. So again, my focus remains on orientation, and I am looking forward to the absorbtion of my projection I just created. I submit to the lessons. I love myself!
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