INTROSPECTION ON NEGRO ATTACHMENT

Sawubona! Greetings AWI Family,

I am thankful for my AWI Family as I experience my vibration rising, the magnitude of reflected light increasing. I am thankful as I observe absolute laws and principles in effect, recognizing, acknowledging, receiving and accepting my absolute orientation in the universe and the experiences I manifest from insperience. I am thankful as I grow in knowledge of self.

Today, I called into fruition a lesson with Negro attachment after Introspecting on "Attachments" this morning.

A reflection of myself called today. I observed that my reflection wasn't broadcasting that my reflection needed help, and instead came with some bullshit. This is a NEGRO. Because I am still in a love attachment with this Negro, I used a mechanism I call "reasoning" that was based on an image/concept of being "patient, tolerant, and saving." However, Negroes are not "reasonable". They are ruled by emotions, desires and passions in their lower psyche. Thus, by reasoning to my Negro reflection, I was giving my Negro reflection "credit".

The universe doesn't give credit, it is point and exact. I was not point and exact because I was attached to the image/concept of myself as being "patient, tolerant and saving." So I did not submit to my absolute purpose to be point and exact and instead, dropped down to the love platform. In that platform, my experience was viewed in duality and my "safety/risk" and "good/bad" concepts kicked in. "Patient, tolerant, and saving" is SAFE and GOOD. "Point and exact" is "rude", "threatening", and "offending" which are the substances of RISK and BAD. So I was patient, tolerant and saving with an unreasonable Negro and this caused me frsutration. In this way, I created non-functional conceptial disorder (NFCD).

What I needed to do was treat a Negro point and exact as a Negro. No "reasoning". Speak to them in a language they understand. "Negro, don't call me with your bullshit and talking to me as if I am some Negro. (Click)". That is point and exact. Either the Negro wont call back, the Negro will call back from the force platform (in which case I just hang up) and refuse to answer any more calls, or the Negro, needing help, will call back and submit and state what it is that the Negro needs (broadcasting).

As I Intropsect on my expereince, I ask myself, when and how did I accept the image/concept of "patient, tolerant and saving". I know that it comes from observation in childhood and was implanted through CAPITALISM (safety/risk) and CHURCH/CHRISTIANITY (good/evil). However, I need to know: when and how was this first planted in my childhood?