Step #2: Controlling Inputs to LIFENOSE AILMENT

In Yini AWI Family. Ya ya dai? Ina fata kana lafiya.

Last night, as I was suffering from Non-Functional Conceptual Disorder (NFCD - seeing things from finite/duality instead of the Absoute Infinite Oneness), I started using the AWI tools of orientation, introspection and steps to knowledge of self. I SUBMITTED - that is, I shut up, sat down and listened to myself. I recognized, acknowledged, received and accepted where I was in the universe, that the substance of my actions was that I was being driven by my emotions, passions, desires - my lower psyche - by way of a love attachment. AWI blog readers will know about love attachments - think of a time when you don't do something that you know you need to do because of what someone might say or think, or because of fear of the unknown, afraid you might "lose" something. . . .. That's a love attachment - and it is based in not knowing oneself and experiencing life in duality. NFCD is created because the Universe=Self is telling you to move, to do this or that, and our "free-will" is saying, "what about this, what about that?" So we play it "safe" which means we stay where we are comfortable. When the freewill (often ruled by the emotions, passions, desires, etc) takes over instead of the Universal Self Intuition, then we don't move and we become out of harmony with the Universe=Self. Literally do not "know ourself".

So as soon as I submitted and listened to myself and accepted where I was and broadcast that I needed help, I heard a voice in my head say, "You need to continue doing the Tao Yin energy exercises that you stopped doing." I won't go into why I stopped doing them - that's another lesson!!! - but I will say that while I was working on Step #1 Nutrition, I had moved on to step #2: "In order to align your PHYSICAL INTERFACES into 'one' healthy system, you must control the physical inputs as to LIFENOSE the physical ailment." So I applied the answer the universe gave me and did the Tao Yin exercises today and I learned something about Step #2.

The Tao Yin exercises are a way of balancing and increasing internal energy. Each movement is designed to open and circulate energy through the body's meridians. Of course, if there is any blockage there due to injury, stress, emotional imbalance, etc, the exercise will reveal them. While I was exercising, i felt a pain in my back on the middle-left side below the shoulder. The pain was like a pin point, and I did not feel it before! You can imagine how happy I was!!!! No, I'm not a masochist . . . . I had located where I was blocking energy from flowing. If it weren't for the exercises, I would not have even known that energy was being blocked, let alone where it was. Now that I know, and I am "painfully" aware of it, I can now work on removing this blockage. This is healing.

So it was this revelations that showed me the meaning of Step #2 to knowledge of self and higher spiritual consciousness. Just as I needed to do internal physical exercises, controlling my breathe, thoughts and movements in order to inscover what was wrong, I (we) also need to do internal conscious execises controlling what we absorb and project in order to find out what is blocking the energy that will flow us to higher spiritual consciousness. What these exercises are and how to do them is what AWI calls the Melaninated Healing Model and that is what we do here and it is working. Of course, just as I experienced physical pain when doing the internal physical exercises, there is corresponding "consciousness" pain when doing the internal conscious exercises. No one likes to re-visit painful moments in their past - we burry the pain and move on. No one likes to admit perceived "shorcomings", "inadequacies", etc. We simply are taught to run and hide from that which makes us appear vulnerable. So when we bury the pain, and hide it and run from it, and refuse to admit that we need help, it sits there in our unconsciousness like an energy blockage. The only way to remove it is to become conscious of it first.

The Orientation and Introspection exercises showed me how a love attachment that I was not conscious of was blocking the energy needed to grow. Now, how to remove a Love Attachment? That's another post . . . . .

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